[ There are no tears running down Shion's face. None at all. Except for the fact that they're falling immediately when she sees the voting results from the hotel's television sets. There's a laugh that leaves her lips, but it's not one belonging to a demon. It's one that's like broken piano keys that are slowly being plucked with each ascending note. You thought that she was done before? ]
...ha.
[ Well, now she's just grossly sobbing into her hands, the tears stopping but this time she doesn't bother stopping it as her eyes nearly gloss over, emotions dried up as she stares into space like a puppet with its strings cut.
It's hard to tell that she's even human for a moment before her fingers clench and unclench as she finally yells out words from the back of her throat, holding her hands tight and close to her heart.
She doesn't even deserve to have feelings and yet- and yet- ]
No, no... no! I told you to live, so—
[ There's a hiccup and a sob as she grips onto the fabric of her clothes as she chokes back any words, eyes fixed on the screen. Lips quiver and move, as if she's trying to say something more, but everything dies in her throat.
She always loses the people she loves.
Even if this isn't her fault, she feels guilt aching in her chest, only being able to watch. That's the least she can do, right? ]
You didn't deserve this.
[ But she's going to see him soon, isn't she? That's how this works, as weird as it all is. But she finds herself whispering aloud, soft words of apology, near quiet murmurs. ]
...you didn't do anything to him. [Tiera has been sobbing nonstop for quite a while, and even after she stopped she's mostly been sulking quietly in her own corner. But she walks over now, and after a brief pause wraps an arm around Shion's shoulder.] There's nothing you need to apologize for.
[ Shion herself isn't crying anymore, but she sure is going to wipe those tears so nobody can publicly see them anymore. Even though it's already too little, too late. She's cried too much. ]
Just because I didn't do anything-- [ Frustration boils in her voice, as her fingers tighten on her chest near her heart. ] It's because I can't do anything that makes it worse!
I know. [She doesn't say anything else. She still wanted to try for her prize, to do her best for Jann and her family back in the Forest. But all that's moot now, isn't it?]
[ yuri plisetsky is dead, having been burnt alive in a fire pit. fitting for an ice skater to die to something completely opposite of their own element. and boy, did it hurt.
but it happened really fast, and yuri even managed to flip the bird before he got burnt to death, too. so...at least he was able to do that much. there's still so much he hasn't been able to do while he was alive, though, and...he'd expected to just sort of fade into nothingness.
but he's here.
he's got a conscience. it's odd.
and the first thing he hears is someone sobbing--mion? ]
...What the hell?
[ he doesn't quite...react at first, still stunned that any of this is happening and sort of just. looking at her with wide eyes. ]
[ TNDG R3: TOO MUCH FIRE........ nevertheless she hears the familiar voice which causes her to pause and just. Wipe any and all of her tears because she doesn't want to be seen as an embarrassment although her eyes are red and poofy. ]
Ahaha, it's really embarrassing to be seen like this... [ She smiles, because that's what you're supposed to do when you see a friend, right? ] Haroron, it's nice to see you again. ☆
[ Act casual. Of course she has her hair down now, but she doesn't look too much different than before. ]
Edited (i said again one too many times) 2017-08-08 02:10 (UTC)
day 13 voting results reaction...
...ha.
[ Well, now she's just grossly sobbing into her hands, the tears stopping but this time she doesn't bother stopping it as her eyes nearly gloss over, emotions dried up as she stares into space like a puppet with its strings cut.
It's hard to tell that she's even human for a moment before her fingers clench and unclench as she finally yells out words from the back of her throat, holding her hands tight and close to her heart.
She doesn't even deserve to have feelings and yet- and yet- ]
No, no... no! I told you to live, so—
[ There's a hiccup and a sob as she grips onto the fabric of her clothes as she chokes back any words, eyes fixed on the screen. Lips quiver and move, as if she's trying to say something more, but everything dies in her throat.
She always loses the people she loves.
Even if this isn't her fault, she feels guilt aching in her chest, only being able to watch. That's the least she can do, right? ]
You didn't deserve this.
[ But she's going to see him soon, isn't she? That's how this works, as weird as it all is. But she finds herself whispering aloud, soft words of apology, near quiet murmurs. ]
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...
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Just because I didn't do anything-- [ Frustration boils in her voice, as her fingers tighten on her chest near her heart. ] It's because I can't do anything that makes it worse!
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[ Her voice is more solemn now, in a way that's rather exhausted. ]
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LET'S GO
but it happened really fast, and yuri even managed to flip the bird before he got burnt to death, too. so...at least he was able to do that much. there's still so much he hasn't been able to do while he was alive, though, and...he'd expected to just sort of fade into nothingness.
but he's here.
he's got a conscience. it's odd.
and the first thing he hears is someone sobbing--mion? ]
...What the hell?
[ he doesn't quite...react at first, still stunned that any of this is happening and sort of just. looking at her with wide eyes. ]
YEAH
Ahaha, it's really embarrassing to be seen like this... [ She smiles, because that's what you're supposed to do when you see a friend, right? ] Haroron, it's nice to see you again. ☆
[ Act casual. Of course she has her hair down now, but she doesn't look too much different than before. ]